Tuesday, January 10, 2012

perasaaan , HATI , jiwa ...ape LAGI ? -PART 1-

assalamualaikum ..all my readerss...sorry coz lame x updates ...heeeeehehe..
emmm......walau camne PON...cik LALAT nak gakk wish HAPY NEW YEAR !
yeahhh..its already late ..but im still want wish it to all of u ...

KORANG mesti tertanya-tanya pe jadah ENTRY cik lalat niyh an...em...thats all about me...
yeahh i knoe its gonna be bored ..but here , cik LALAT nak share ngn korang mcm mane cik LALAT tamatkan kehidupan cik LALAT before 2012 and on last month of 2011... 
its really take a time to forget what was HAPPENed to me at that time...

OKAY ! lets start ..emmm, start from early of the december 2011 ..cik LALAT tol2 bnyak masalah kne settle...emmm..but im still SMILE for all my friend who are always on my side ...ESPECIALLY , thanks to all my roomate , KAK ZANA , ASMA , MIRA AND NANA ...that always hear my problem and always spend their time hangout with me ... 
1st problem came from my CLASSMATE yang lelaki ...who are in da same group with me duin my mini project..im always pround on him in this class because he's really have brain on any subject ...i like talk with him ...and learn anything from him..
BUT he's changed a lot after we are on the next semester ..i dont know why he's being like that from start until end of this semester...he's really make me feel like im useless in all the things THAT i do ..
FINALLY , i know that he doesnt like me because of the mini project that we do in our group ...
HE SAID that im not duin anything for this project..tapi hanya ALLAH SWT shj yang taw ape yang berlaku .....im always call him and others member in my group an ask what i have to do ...

and ..it always being like thissss ......

me : ape aku kena buat ?? (time cuti mase tuh)
that GUY : ALAA...nanti2 laaa aku gtaw.. bile naik cuti...
okayyy..im waiting until dat day ...

on CLASS DAY ...
me : eh , ko ckp naek cuti nak gtaw ape kene wat...so, aku kena wat ape ???
that GUY : nty ade keje kau kene buat , aku gtaw...
me: OKAY ...

on the last minute proposal need to SUBMIT ...
that GUY : Eh , kau kene wat mende niyh ..bla,bla,bla,bla...nty mgu dpn dah nak kena antar...
me: okay ..

NEXT WEEK ...
 me : eh, ko nak suh aq kasi kat kau bile ??
that GUY : nanty dah siap , kau kasi aku ..aku nak compile sume..
me : okay , mlm nty aku kasi ..
that GUY : okay ..
malammm......
me : eh , aku nak bg kat kau niyh dah siap..
that GUY : tak yah la.kau bagi esk pagi jekk kat library ...kau check lu ,mne2 lau ade salah..
me: okay ...until kol 3 pg aku check balik mende alahh tuh n wat balik mane salah..

LIBRARY ..
me : nahh , niyh yang aku wat semalam..
that GUY : bak nak tgok...(xsampai 10 minit tgok)...eh, ape kau wat niyh..sume salah ...emmm xpela..nty aku suruh sood bin bonget buat yang kau punyerr ...
me: nak aku tlong tak ?
that GUY : tak yah , kau tak tolong pon, dah siap ...
me: okay ..
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okay laa kan, so ...mmg aku xde keje laaa..aku nak wat ape agy ..sume mende dahh siap...
so, aku diam jek la...em..until that real day ...kene submit the real poject..he will said to our class..that im not his group ..he annouce that to all my member in the class...everybody look me like IM USELESS ...and that make me stress and always cry day by day ...

BUT , thats all i still pretend to be good with him and try talk to him like usual...WALAUPON terasa cakap NGN robot...day by day ,the same thing happen...
DAY by DAY too , cik LALAT duk mngadu jekk kat my bro about him...AND my bro always said  [SABAR LAA and be GOOD to people ...dia pon banyak tlong kamoo..] and i thinks thats true..so, cik LALAT buat endah tak endahh jekk... 

but just UNTIL that day ....on the last class of semester 3 ..
time tuh kiteorg sume kena antar assignment this subject and our group assgment too..and that day , i should hand thesee assignment to our lectrure...and on that day, this guy mmg buat cik LALAT marah sgt2 , coz dye punyer group jek lom siap ...dye suh cik LALAT tngu smpaii dye siap bru antar..sdgkan, im already told them to brought these asgment this day ...
SO , cik LALAT really deserve nak marah this group... then , i do it..pastoo, cik LALAT berambuss ..but until that time i need to sent this assignmet to lecturer, all these asgmnet i leave in that class...so , i try to find it there..but nothing's there...then , i try ask all of them,but no one know..and gtaw cik LALAT YANG DIOWG XTAW ..XTAW..XTAW...emm...after that, i try to find it again, but nothing's..
...im start crying like crazy ..until ..i get sms from that GUY ..He said ,this assignment are with his group members...SEDANGKAN, im like crazy ask them..but they didnt answer me..WHY ?? WHY ?? WHY MUST BE HIM SENT ME THIS SMS ???????????
  after this case happen , cik LALAT dah xtaw mcm mane nak HADAP muke dak niyh ngn his group members...
SO...I made my decision to go out from my class and move to another class...
ALLHAMDULILAH...syukur pada ALLAH SWT , i can move to another class...
and start this new semester, i will be in new class...
HOPE it will be fine and good to me...

I REALLY miss all my friends in this class on the time we all in semester 1 and 2.. 







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